INSPIRED

In my head (in repeat): I need to be a better dancer I want to be a better dancer I have to be a better dancer..........
I always feel demoralized (MAXIMUM) when I see awesome vids/gifs on the Internet of American dancers dancing so effortlessly. While I'm slacking my ass off in front of my laptop I bet they are like warming up to kick start their day. Was chatting to a friend about how freestyling haunts me and I'm pretty annoyed by myself like 'why am I so awkward when dancing solo but ok when I dance with people' - reminds me (haha) of how I should dedicate myself to go for more session/ing with friends + heighten my experience of performing on a stage i.e. join competitions (AND WIN MONEY HEHE) ok not like I'm joining for the moolah but that's a gd incentive ya.

Note to self: Tolerance is key

Deep post is deep (ok not rly who am I kidding). Omigawd it's 12MN time to shower - I am still wearing my leotard and stockings HAHAHA DON'T JUDGE. And I anticipate massive aches in my rear area and my legs tmrw.