I realized that as we grow older, we tend to become less enthusiastic about stuff. Or at least that applies to me. I used to talk about travelling around the world, visiting exotic and mysterious places. Ok that's kinda big scale. So talking about small scale - what about post A lvl activities? My time was wasted to working - becoz no pain no gain i.e. no work no $$. All my playtime was gone lol - gone to being a busy bee and back to the omg-life-sucks-i-hate-work regime. Is my life becoming more mundane? Have I become a more boring person? What happened to the massive energy I once had?
Reflecting on myself now, I am wondering where all my zest went to. So unmotivated to do well in studies, need to gain my damn fighting spirit back prontooooooooo.
Sorry for the word vomit. Felt like I needed to blurt out whatever's on my mind. 12mn now + dance tmrw = Need for some shut-eye. Gd night guys :*
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